jackshoegazer | Is it morning yet?

Its like 10:30pm or something and I just woke up again. I've been sleeping some weird hours. Like I slept from 10am to 2pm got up and picked Ethan up from school and did the whole after-school/homework thing, then fell asleep again from 4:30 to 6:30 then woke up, ate dinner and hung out with everybody, then passes out again from 9:00 to 10:30. Now I'll be up for a few hours, but I have to get back up at 6am to get Ethan up for school. Then sleep the afternoon away because I have to work Friday night. I'm glad my sleep cycle is mutable, or I'd be dead by now. It does help that I regulate my sleep cycle with melatonin (ask me if you don't know about this miraculous substance). The plus side to sleeping in these little chunks is that I'm remembering more of my dreams. For instance, while I was doing my cleansing ritual, I had a dream that I was driving a brand new car, really fast, and there were no brakes. Literally, there was no brake pedal! When I finally got the car stopped, I found that the brake was under the seat but first I had to clean out a giant pile of shit that was under the seat! I know, you're thinking "Ew. gross!" but symbolically, you know, the language of dreams, thats great. The analogy is readily obvious... cleansing ritual... cleaning up shit.. get it? And cars (or vehicles in general) as symbols of your 'driving power' (a.k.a. libido, energy, etc..) having a brand new, fast car, is a great sign. My big problem was that I was unable to regulate it due to a big build up of shit, which I promptly cleaned up. Ta Dah!
Oh, and just now, I dreamt that I was in a haunted house and the girl who owned the house kept getting shocked when she would try to vacuum or plug anything into the wall. I forget a bit of the dream but I somehow figured out how to get the ghost to stop and let the girl use the vacuum. This seems to be another dream along the same lines, there is a ghost (a dead force or energy) that is preventing the girl (an intuitive feminine aspect of myself) from 'plugging in', i.e. getting energy in which to get work done, represented by vacuuming, hence cleaning again. The energy that was to be used for 'work' by this feminine aspect was being misdirected in a harmful manner, the shocks/electrocution. Dealing with the ghost has allowed the cleaning to continue and the work to get done.
God, I love Dreams!