A Cancerian being crabby? NO!

[jackshoegazer]

I should start a mood-fluctuation graph. Men supposedly have a twenty-three day hormonal cycle comparable to women's twenty-eight day cycle. I wonder if I could find mine via a closely-monitored observation. However, I'd have to do it on a one to ten scale or something like that else it would be impossible to see anything beyond these manic-depressive mood swings I've been going through the last few weeks. All this relates of course to the fact that I'm feeling like garbage again this morning. Last night I was ecstatic and now I'm the burnt out husk of a grand and glorious firework. Little things are annoying me, the brisk spring weather I was loving yesterday has turned into a monotonous chill. I don't feel like doing anything, not even using the computer. I'm forcing myself to purge these feelings in a literary manner. Can you feel the dread, the revulsion, the sheer staticy annoyance at myself? I sure can.

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[maeghanne.livejournal.com]

I deal with that frequently because I am currently unemployed so I am stuck all day with what I call KFUCK radio. (When your brain won't stop talking shit) The best thing for it is to keep busy. I know it's hard sometimes but it works!

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

I think I'm going to bore myself to sleep in front of a movie.

[maeghanne.livejournal.com]

ooh.. what movie? I am a movie fanatic!

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

I just watched Brotherhood of the Wolf (Le Pacte du Lupes) last night and I'm going to watch Garden State tonight, neither of which I've seen before. Usually when I just want to be passively entertained and possibly fall asleep, I've been watching Wonder Boys and Eternal Sunshine.. throw in a little Harry Potter. Those are my comfort movies :)

[maeghanne.livejournal.com]

You are going to LOVE Garden State!

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

That's what my friend Jaquelyn said, who suggested it to me. I'll be writing my Weekend Movie Review tomorrow, so you'll catch all my insightful views ;)

[maeghanne.livejournal.com]

I shall keep my eyes peeled!

[enodia.livejournal.com]

Hey, that's strange, I have had the same day. I stayed at home feeling alternately vulnerable and hostile all day today. I did not feel that I would be good company for anyone, so tonight I'm home. Last night I had a blast though. What strange parallels.

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

Ooh, maybe it was a cosmic disturbance and not just a local one :) I'm back to normal now. It's amazing how much a good conversation with a good friend can shift those gears.

[3starsinmyeyes.livejournal.com]

i'm a libra, that just means we love everyone all the time and you can abuse us till the cows come home and we shall say "please sir I want some more"

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

Egads! Is that what it's like? It makes sense as far as my Pluto in Libra in the 4th house goes. I got walked on and knocked over in my home life, Pluto's always barging around destroying things. It's pretty nice once you gte used to his Spring Cleaning mentality of home-keeping :P

[3starsinmyeyes.livejournal.com]

thats pretty much what its like, then I get these surges of "WELL FUCK YOU THEN" everyonce in a while... never lasts long, i'm always apologizing for it like a day later

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

Ah, I don't wait. I apologize for my emotional outbursts while I'm doing them, so it's more like, "I'm sorry, but FUCK YOU!"