Here I am now.

[jackshoegazer]

Yesterday I was feeling buoyant and jubilant and today I'm back to feeling low and despondent. I've been on this sort of manic, bi-polar roller coaster since the solar eclipse on the new moon, and from what I understand I can expect to feel all topsy-turvy like this until the lunar eclipse on the full moon.

I'm going to Kiwikat's to hang out for a little while before work, which is always fun. My friend Helen, who I haven't seen since 2002, just moved back from California, so I will get to see her in a few days. But I'm really missing a couple of by best friends who live hundreds of miles away and this is the hardest because no one quite understands me like they do and I miss that. The connection is quite deep and I feel most like "myself" when I'm with them. Oh, well. Buck-up camper, right?

Enough whiny-boo-hoos, I've got to go.

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It must be hard to be a Cancer AND intelligent. I will not tell you the same things most people say such as, youll be ok, think positive blah blah (which btw is true ;)). Just know that I understand. Sometimes I believe thats all anybody really needs, just someone to understand. It makes things a little less lonely.

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

"It must be hard to be a Cancer AND intelligent.">

OMG, it's so hard. But it's a blessing in a way. Most Cancers are just nuts. I've got my Moon in Gemini, so my emotions sort of get filtered through a very rational sign. It gives me the ability to look at my emotions and feelings objectively.