52 hours and Counting

[jackshoegazer]

I am now 52 hours into my Cleansing Ritual. For some reason I woke up this evening with a massive cloud of cynicism down pouring around me. Almost anything having to do with the deeper more spiritual aspect of life makes me chortle and say "Yeah, Right" is a condescendingly dismissive voice. At the moment I see no light at the end of the tunnel, no silver lining to my clouds, no dawn for the dark night of my soul.