This post is mostly school and mood related.

[jackshoegazer]

Today was schizophrenia day in abnormal psychology.  I think I talked more today than any other the whole semester.  Who knew I knew so much about schizophrenia?  I never realized how many schizophrenics I've met.  We also got our last test back; I got a nice and solid A.

No lunch today, reading the Odyssey instead.  I keep wanting to spell it Oddyssey. I wonder if anyone's ever written a farcical version and called it that.

All day yesterday, I kept thinking "Tomorrow is Friday."  I was wrong, because it's Thursday.  However, all day I feel very somber and disconnected, like I'm dreaming, or living in a day that doesn't exist.  I'm tired.  I want a nap.

I had to drop East/West Worldview and so my whole schedule has gone wonky on me.  I'm still waiting to hear back from Admissions about my algebra class.  I'm taking Macroeconomics instead of Microeconomics, and have added Cultural Anthropology & Human Diversity.  I still have a death grip on Creative Writing.  I'm still waffling on Yoga.

Today needs to not exist.  I'm not feeling it at all.  Be nice to me world, I feel fragile today.  Fucking Odysseus, here I come.

Comments

[jennywho.livejournal.com]

Well since you already got an 'A' I guess I don't have to put you on my doctor filter to study up for the test. lol ;)

To be honest, I wish I knew more people that had it. In 2004 when I had the official diagnosis, I went to a schizophrenics anonymous meeting once...
And was like WOW THESE GUYS ARE NUTS!

I never went back.

[antarcticlust.livejournal.com]

Yay on the A!

I'm sorry you're having a difficult Thursday. Perhaps we can get eggnog lattes before we go and check out the apartment?

[shortcakeness.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[dakinigrl.livejournal.com]

aw Jack-O.... hang in there. it's all gonna be worth it in the end. Yoga sounds like a good foil for the rest of the brainy stuff. give you a place to take care of the ole bod!

no wonder you're not getting very far with NaNo... dude, you're busy enough!!!

[lucidpseudogod.livejournal.com]

there's also organized schizophrenia -acting-

schizophrenics cannot adjust to the reality that most of the
population indulges so greatly in watching -acting- including
asinine stupid shit like mainstream music

and commercial advertizing

perhaps the average schizophrenics thoughts are unfinished
actings

[kiwikat.livejournal.com]

Congrats on good grades! It's nice to realize sometimes how much you know about something when you didn't really realize it before.

Do you get graded on yoga? I ask because I think it could be very good in terms of giving you an outlet and getting you centered, but if it's for a grade it might be another source of undue stress- hard time getting there, maybe physical issues, etc. That's a hard one.

Anything I can do to make you feel better? Go have a mojito! : )

[fortepiano.livejournal.com]

The Odyssey is nice and violent and bloody!