Is that light I espy on the horizon?

[jackshoegazer]

I've recently been interpreting events in my life the way I interpret events in dreams. For instance, my car, after three plus weeks, is still in engine limbo, and should be back to me soon. If I were dreaming that my car was malfunctioning, that the engine was dead, and I was borrowing other people's cars to get around, I would say that my own libido, in the Jungian sense, my life force or "driving power" is not engaged and I am basically running on the steam of others.

Based on this revelation, I'm re-centering and "re-Zen-ing" my life (which is really my self in a broader sense.) I am reevaluating everything; my goals, belief-system, my purpose and relationships. I'm finding liberation in letting that which does not truly matter, slide. This is a lesson that I seem to constantly have to re-learn, apparently. How soon I forget how to accomplish things "without the lust of result."

After floundering in a dark night for so long, it is nice to open a window and realize the dawn has come.