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jackshoegazerI've just been introduced to Charles Bukowski. Not personally, just his writings. I'd have to say I like his poetry better than his prose, but both are pretty good, however simple and base yet uncompromisingly honest. Oh and the man was an asshole, albeit an entertaining one. I never read him before because a friend of mine started reading a lot of Bukowski and started acting like an asshole, albeit an entertaining one.
My roommates newest romantic interest is on her way over and I'm in lazy-Sunday mode, unenthused about any guests whatsoever. I wanted to spend my day relaxing, lounging around in my pajamas, pop open a bottle of wine and melt into oblivion. They call this the Day of Rest for a reason. Due to these recent developments, I am now clean and dressed, rambling into my journal while I await the dreaded hour that I must don the persona most appropriate for social interaction. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad my roomie is having some luck in the Lady Department; I would merely prefer that I didn't have to be involved at this particular point in space-time.
My roommate is not the only one with advancements in the relationship department, as I've become quite smitten with a certain female who just happens to live 400-something miles away. I'm no stranger to the long-distance relationship, so that's hardly an issue. She seems to be equally enamoured toward myself, so there is mutual *spark* radiating betwixt us. Since we've been talking, this past two days has been the longest we've gone without communicating, and I have to admit (gasp!) that I miss her, of course I dare not admit such a thing, for it would ruin my manly, insensitive facade.
I painted yesterday, again, and I'm very happy with the directions both paintings are going. I can tell they are very close to completion, but I still have no idea what they need next. To be perfectly honest, I fluctuate every few hours between loving them and hating them. Maybe when I'm finished, I'll just burn them in effigy, like the Buddhist sand-mandalas, illustrating the belief that everything is transitory. All shall pass.
My roommates newest romantic interest is on her way over and I'm in lazy-Sunday mode, unenthused about any guests whatsoever. I wanted to spend my day relaxing, lounging around in my pajamas, pop open a bottle of wine and melt into oblivion. They call this the Day of Rest for a reason. Due to these recent developments, I am now clean and dressed, rambling into my journal while I await the dreaded hour that I must don the persona most appropriate for social interaction. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad my roomie is having some luck in the Lady Department; I would merely prefer that I didn't have to be involved at this particular point in space-time.
My roommate is not the only one with advancements in the relationship department, as I've become quite smitten with a certain female who just happens to live 400-something miles away. I'm no stranger to the long-distance relationship, so that's hardly an issue. She seems to be equally enamoured toward myself, so there is mutual *spark* radiating betwixt us. Since we've been talking, this past two days has been the longest we've gone without communicating, and I have to admit (gasp!) that I miss her, of course I dare not admit such a thing, for it would ruin my manly, insensitive facade.
I painted yesterday, again, and I'm very happy with the directions both paintings are going. I can tell they are very close to completion, but I still have no idea what they need next. To be perfectly honest, I fluctuate every few hours between loving them and hating them. Maybe when I'm finished, I'll just burn them in effigy, like the Buddhist sand-mandalas, illustrating the belief that everything is transitory. All shall pass.
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Date: 2005-01-17 02:15 am (UTC): )
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Date: 2005-01-17 02:32 am (UTC)and that's ok cuz it's not as brainless as cosmo.
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Date: 2005-01-17 02:34 am (UTC)no wait... i like jane too...
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Date: 2005-01-17 02:58 am (UTC)when i want a real sugar high i suck a tic tac for 3 seconds
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Date: 2005-01-17 02:46 am (UTC)wow i am so tired i am beyond the ability to be coherent.... : P
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Date: 2005-01-17 02:48 am (UTC)I'll check with the baby-momma and see what's up then get back to you.
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