my head hurts

[jackshoegazer]

sometimes
i feel perfect
and other times
i feel
another existential crisis
coming on.

or
maybe its ennui
or
my saturn return
or
a mild depression
brought on by
seasonal affectiveness
disorder
as the days
grow shorter.

or perhaps
i am just pissed
at my neighbor
who honks
his car horn
at 5 am.

but i am thinking
(which is different from
feeling)
that this is
natural
growing pains
not physical
(my knees don't hurt)
but mental
and
spiritual
(my head hurts)
so
when i am done
i will be
perfect
again.

or
so I fool myself.

Comments

[cali-nic.livejournal.com]

This could be about me. =/

[jackshoegazer.livejournal.com]

I suppose that's a sign of a good poem. Universal accessibility.

[cali-nic.livejournal.com]

Dunno. But it was good to me. =)