I know we've discussed this :) And I was just having a momentary lapse of resolve and had to whine about my loneliness a bit. I know whoever it is, is out there, but I can't help but be despondent a bit. Plus, if you read back a few comments, I mention that I just don't trust my emotions anymore when it comes to eros. I've had too many fated loves fade and die, so I'm stuck in some sort of aperspectival madness, where I'm so afraid to make a wrong decision that I make no decision.

But I thank you for your vote of confidence in me. I often forget that I'm looking for someone good enough for me. I forget how picky I am :P